Not doing so well in this challenge. Will have to buckle down and find my motivation again. Since I got away from this challenge, my weight and blood sugars have increased. Since I broke my knee, friends have been staying with dad and I. John has taken over the kitchen and has become quite the dictator about our food and eating times. Can't wait till I am functional again to take back control. He has OCD big time and as much as I have told him, he still does things his way. He has even told me as long as he is here, he will do things his way. I can't wait till he goes home. Meanwhile, I'll just have to bide my time and do what I can.
Still working on the fasting 14 hrs a day. It's difficult when someone else is doing the majority of the cooking. I have wrestled with John over letting me make my own morning smoothies. But he has finally relented. Just because I am temporarily in a wheelchair, doesn't qualify me as incapable of doing things myself. Gives me a whole new perspective for the diamond disabled.
So apparently this is a safe space. I'm 21, musician, dancer, actress. My weight skyrocketed after taking a certain medicine that slowed down my metabolism. I now have about three months to lose almost 10kg and figured that putting the journey out there would give me motivation to go on.