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Ece✨

Joined 30 Jul, 2020
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INTJ-T ✨ Physiotherapist 🦾 Ravenclaw🦅

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I'm back after a long time. My life had ups and downs since the beginning of the pandemic. Before that i lived 6 months in my uni-dorm. At online semester i moved to my parents house for 6 months. I lost my grandpa and got in a huge depression. I stopped tracking my habits and etc. I felt myself so lonely and angry.

Then took an exchange year in the middle of the pandemic in Germany. I travelled a lot to Belgium, Netherlands, Austria, Slovakia. I did an internship in a private clinic in Germany and it improved my German a lot. The Exchange year was so fun and made me a better human i think.

But after coming back to Istanbul, i was depressed again anyway. It was like, i didnt have any permanent home for 2 years longer than 6 months. I felt so lonely all the time and as my country's economy goes worse i feel myself more anxious about my future. If you check my posts you will see that i am a hardworking student and use Forest app a lot. But at that times i could hardly open a book and hardly ever want to get up. My parents live in another city but seeing me like that made them so angry that we began to argue through video calls. Anyway we dont have a healthy relationship.
Then i decided to take support and began a medical treatment. I get better everyday.

The thing that made me want to get back to Challenge Achieved is, I got accepted from a clinic in Switzerland and need to improved my German. After graduation i plan to move to Zürich. So there are things to be done and i need to be more diciplined and focused.

Yeah thanks for reading. I wish you and your loved ones are safe and happy.

#selflove #selfcare #happy

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The view from my window.. I am doing Erasmus in Germany this semester. Moved to Germany on 3rd of march. Everything has gone well so far… I am getting used to the city and corona regulations. People are nice and i am happy

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Walking on the beach with mum, taking photos 🌊

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Small walk on the beach, having good time with doggos

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Hi everyone
You may have noticed that I have not used the application for a long time. I lost my mind and got so depressed. Medical treatment seems insufficient. It's very difficult to relax and focus on something while being in quarantine. I haven't seen any of my friends for six months (video chat only). I haven't studied for a long time and this makes me more anxious. I gained weight and I feel ugly. I know I have to change this but I don't want to do anything. Challenging myself is fun and I have been doing that for years. But now I think it stresses me even more. I do not know what to do. I just wanted to share with you.

By the way, merry christmas ❄️🦌🎁

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🔸Do Something Makes You Happy 🥰🔸 and now November has come. I realized that i force myself to be productive all the time and get stressed about it. This month i'll try to be cozy and warm, live simply and not to think much about problems. Happy Autumn 🍁🍪🍯🥛

#happythought #me-time #relaxation

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🔸Do Something Makes You Happy 🥰🔸I love him so much..💚

#happythought #me-time #relaxation

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🔸Do Something Makes You Happy🔸i walked on the shore.. a quick peaceful moment

#happythought #me-time #relaxation

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🔸Do something makes you happy🔸
Petting Cats ♥️

#happythought #me-time #relaxation

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Since i was a child, i spent my summers with my grandpa. We used to have a great time. He always supported me and never got mad at me. He always complimented me and was very kind to everyone.
Although he was 88, he enjoyed reading books and solving crossword. He told me oneday that he wanted to learn Japanese even though he could speak 6 languages. He was full of desire of self-improvement and joy of life.
This summer one day we watched the sunset together and the next day he passed away. I was devastated. I Miss him so much. I regret not being able to show my love to him more.
After that, i took a break from watching the sunset. I didnt even want to look outside the window.
But my grandpa wouldnt want me to miss a beautiful sunset. Life was going on and i decided to move on. Sometimes i was crying while taking the photos. But i managed to achieve my challenge.

Goodbye summer, thank you for all the tears and laughters.

#summer #photography #sunset #sea

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Unfortunately, you cant do anything about it if toxic people are in your home. I cant make it anymore for today..

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My babies ❤️❤️

#photography #summer

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